One, Loved, Misery

[Vercz]

[color="green"]..someones bored/depressed... *cough me cough*

[quote name=\'One\']I am the one,
the one whom they all fear,
the one who has no life,
the one they wont come near.
the one they poke fun at,
the one they knock back time and time,
the one they cant define.
I am the one, the only one,
I am the lonely one.[/quote]

[quote name=\'Loved\']I try to be loved,
I try with all my heart.
i try and i fail
doomed from the very start.[/quote]

[quote name=\'Misery\']I watch them there,
no clue to why.
behind the glass,
i start to cry.
i always feel what they do not,
i feel as though i want to rot.
they are without, what i call pain,
i lie here, hurting again.
i close my eyes,
forget to care.
i drag my hand,
across my wrist, so bare
i feel the trickle,
no stopping now.
i feel the hurt,
my life ends now.
i am but scared,
i have but none.
to the window i crawl,
bleeding profuse.
the wall painted red,
i show them my youth.
i say one last,
before i go.
"LIFE IS UNFAIR,"
"I THINK YOU ALL KNOW"
"LIFE IS UNFAIR,"
"TO HELL I GO."[/quote]

[size=0]Copyright James Vercoe 2004[/size][/color]

[Tami]

emotions well expressed, verczeh--I see the pain behind the words--keep writing, it will help as a release.