After the Rave

[Electrix]

after the rave
after
the party is over
and the Music
has stopped
i stop
and START
to breathe
Cause i can’t
can’t even function
without an audience
i secretly blush
at my ego WHO
can’t stand aLONE
why then i slit
my wrists
every night
yet i always perform a Miracle
resurrecting
MYself
i must THINK im
worth something
counting
every
single beat
of the bass
the ambience
that echoes
IN my Ear
my Ears
send the beat
to my Brain
which makes my legs
Move
my concrete
FEET
stepping Over
stones
to move
i Move
but inside
i am still