This life of mine
Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2004 3:44 am
[b]This life of mine[/b]
I'm sick of seeing people upset
I'm sick of people complaining
I'm sick of people and nations being belligerent
I'm sick of living a life I don't want to live
One where I'm stuck in a little room
With my mother always in my face abusing me
and my father never seeing me.
I try so hard, yet it never gets me anywhere
Will I be stuck like this forever
Miserable, lonely and cold
I pray to god for things to turn out better tomorrow
but they never do
I've had so much
I've lost so much
With something good
Comes something bad
Friends are caught in despair
Family too
I try to comfort them
I try to stay strong
but this feeling is inevitable
and always seems to get the best of me
What am I to do
There is no longer avidity to
move on with this life of mine
I'm sick of seeing people upset
I'm sick of people complaining
I'm sick of people and nations being belligerent
I'm sick of living a life I don't want to live
One where I'm stuck in a little room
With my mother always in my face abusing me
and my father never seeing me.
I try so hard, yet it never gets me anywhere
Will I be stuck like this forever
Miserable, lonely and cold
I pray to god for things to turn out better tomorrow
but they never do
I've had so much
I've lost so much
With something good
Comes something bad
Friends are caught in despair
Family too
I try to comfort them
I try to stay strong
but this feeling is inevitable
and always seems to get the best of me
What am I to do
There is no longer avidity to
move on with this life of mine